Everlasting Reflections of Joy

My favorite story is the one of my dog Samakhol and me. Many years ago I saw a little dog coming to me during a regression therapy; in was somewhere in England during the 1700s. When the therapist suggested to look into the little dog’s eyes to see if I recognized him, big tears of joy watered my eyes: it was “Tino”, the dog who was with me at the time! That Soul had come to me with the purpose of bringing me joy and 300 years later was doing the same job in the body of that funny three-colored rescue dog my mother had gotten for me from the local shelter. He stayed with me for 14 happy years until he crossed the Rainbow Bridge to doggie’s heaven…

Two years later my new four legged companion, beautiful “Alaska”, gave birth to a bunch of puppies. I wanted to keep a male, but there was this one female who conquered my heart apparently for no particular reason, so I kept her instead. Back then I didn’t know anything about Animal Communication yet, but I was trained in Shamanic Journeying, which is quite similar. So in a journey I asked the little puppy how she wished to be called and she showed me a big heart; I named her “Samakhol”, which means “My Heart” in Wolof, a language from Senegal.

She was about six months old when one day I happened to look deep into her eyes… and with a loud exclamation I said “Tino, it’s you!”, again with big warm tears running down my cheeks the moment I recognized it was the same Soul!
Since then we’ve lived thru many adventures, together, inseparable, my girl and me. I hope she still stays many more years with me in this body, because I love it, it’s so perfect for sharing experiences, travelling and hiking. But when the day comes she has to leave this body behind too, the knowledge, the absolute certainty that her Soul will find her way back to me somehow in a new body, is the greatest, most mind blowing JOY OF MY LIFE!

Wasn’t that her purpose all along? Bringing me joy of life? 
They always manage to fulfil their purpose with us with their unconditional love… and I’m eternally grateful!

Samakhol about us: "we are Souls who travel together in mutual respect"

The gift of a

CONSCIOUS DEATH

My beautiful Alaska Malamute, who’s full name was “She-Wolf from Alaska”, crossed the Rainbow Bridge on August 12th 2019 at 2 pm, ready for her next adventure…
Born in Germany on Sept. 27th 2007, she came to me to Catalonia that same Christmas and lived to the fullest for 12 years with a playful, caring spirit.

A highlight in her life was her litter of puppies in August 2009; once she told me her main purpose for me had been to deliver Samakhol’s Soul back to me, for which I will be eternally grateful to her! She and I had also been together in several lifetimes, once as a wolf in the American Southwest…

Her own main purpose in this life though was doing energetic work for my parents, so when Samakhol and I moved to the States in 2013, she chose to stay with them, where she happily lived until the end with a larger pack of dogs and humans, doing her job.

With her passing she gifted us the wonderful experience of a conscious death. 

She had been purposefully putting it off for over a year to keep taking care of my father, who’s Soul was also preparing to transition. There came the moment when she couldn't do anything else for him. 
As she told my friend and animal communicator Anna Freijomil,  there was a woman in a cold Northern country, who had just lost her husband; so Alaska was going to take care of her, again in the body of a dog, to help her with grief and solitude. Yes, that was my “Alaska”, always caring for others, living and dying consciously, as the very old soul that she is…

While I was holding her head in the hide-away bush she had chosen for her transition process, she looked deep into my eyes with a soft moaning, pouring her infinite gratitude over me to ease my sadness – she always felt very loved! She told me it was ok, she knows how to do the process because she has done it so often, that it is a bit like when she gave birth to Samakhol, but now she’s giving birth to her own Soul, to leave that body… what a beautiful way to describe the process of dying!

Happy journey, sweet Alaska, until we meet again… 


NORA, the one who didn't want to leave
 
Nora was my mother's dog. They had met at a shelter, when Nora was about two or three years old, and enjoyed many years growing old together.
When my mother died in 2020, a year after my father, I inherited the house... and Nora with it. She was already about 15 years old, and her physical body was in such a bad shape, that I was sure she was going to join my mother very soon.
 
Being of the "old school", my parents thought that dogs lived better outside, in the huge 3 ha. plot of land they owned, but one day Nora had confessed to me that her great dream was to lie down next to my mother's armchair in front of the fireplace; however, in her last years she had such an extreme incontinence, that it would have been a challenge for the valuable carpets. Everyone has their own values...
When I inherited the house, I removed the carpets and Nora became part of my pack, coming and going as she pleased; I was ready with the mop in the living room....
And the first miracle happened: in a matter of days Nora's incontinence disappeared!
 
She integrated into the hierarchy of the new pack without any problem. Although this was in fact "her home", far from fighting with anyone, she seemed immensely happy to be part of this new big family. She even accepted the cats! A few years earlier she would have hunted them relentlessly, but she immediately knew that Felix and Gaia were part of the family.
 
Another important change was the feeding. From the normal dry food she had been eating for 15 years, I progressively switched her to BARF (biologically appropriate raw food). It's never too late!
And of course, Nora was not to be outdone, so I also signed her up for our monthly osteopathy program.
 
And so the second miracle happened: the dog, who was on her last legs and about to leave her physical body, decided to stay!
After a year, however, her body, already tired, started to decline again. We did not know her exact age, but for a medium/large dog, a mix of Husky and German Shepherd, she was already of considerable age. Due to joint pain and lack of motor skills in her hind legs, I asked her one day if she wanted me to euthanize her to avoid suffering. 
She said no, she didn't want to leave, she loved our pack. So we continued...
 
Sometimes we are so immersed in something, that we don't realize that we are no longer well, we find it hard to let go, so after a while I asked her again. Her first answer was the same: "I don't want to leave, I love this pack". When I reminded her that her human, my mother, was waiting for her on the other side, that there was her original pack and she was not going to be alone, that this physical body was ending, Nora was silent for a moment and I realized that a change was happening... and it was then when she told me with conviction: "it is true, the time has come".
 
The same afternoon the vet came home. We all walked together to the grave that had been prepared in the pine forest, together with all the furry members of the family who had gone before her, and Nora lay down on the ground. 
And the third miracle happened: just by injecting
her with the painkiller, Nora's soul left her body! The veterinarian was amazed. Of course she made sure with the second injection, but it was clear that the soul was ready, it had made a conscious decision. That autumn evening, the eternal soul of the former Nora crossed the rainbow bridge to join my mother.

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